“Feeling awesome in free world”

Living at home alone isn’t any special case for foreign girls. After eighteen they can stay free. It is their rules or culture what you say. But, in Bangladesh it’s a fear able matter for any kind of woman. Even she is a married person or not. If she is courageous herself, she hasn’t any headache about it. But, people of her surroundings try to push her in tension. I think those people want to remind the girl that “u r a female, not a male person”. Here, in Bangladesh, it’s the belief of many persons that a girl is a only a girl. She doesn’t need to take any challenge. She is born for taking advantages from others.

Anyway, I have been living alone at my home for ten days. But, why? What do you think? My parents are alive! But, they have gone to abroad for a special reason. When they were taken preparation to go abroad except me, I didn’t feel better. It seems that making orphan they have to take me away an orphanage. How could I stay here alone, it couldn’t give me pleasure. I didn’t want the free life for ten days.

But, after passing two days, I was feeling better and that is awesome. It’s not only a free life feeling, but also exceptional also. When I need I need time to write. Giving sometimes more or less I can use my time for doing things. I haven’t needed to engage other’s work. I’m just my own.

Now I’m feeling that if I could get some more time it will be much good for me. But, that’s not possible.

Stay alone at home is awesome! There is nobody to tell you when to get awake, when to take breakfast or when to go to bed. That means not that I broke my discipline. I take my breakfast, lunch and dinner at the right time. But, staying alone means you are free from all.

What did I do in these ten days? You know, I wake up at from bed some moments later from before. I take my breakfast for my own prepared food. There was no one to scold me for anything. It depended on me what I want to do. It’s only my wish. Wow!!

Happily I have been singing; -----  

“It’s a beautiful life,

It’s a beautiful life.. o…wow!!”  

(N.B.: The attaching picture is collected from own painting work)