Oh! I’m so impatience!!!

Yesterday night, when I was taking my preparation to go to bed, a message came into my mobile phone. The meaning of that text was, my close friend Rakhi is coming to the university today, if I also go there, she will be happy. What I say? She is my close friend! That means, most dear one! When we meet together we feel tremendous happiness. So, she knocked me means I’ll go there must. Anyhow! If I have important work there or not! I’ll go, that’s it! But, I’m astonished that I was confused! I just thought why to go! Why I confused today this is the matter!  

After ten days, my parents have returned home yesterday. And you know my dear younger brother also have come with them. We are the three siblings are not in same age. But, we are friends of each other. We the three siblings live in different country; I in Bangladesh, elder one lived in USA and the younger stays in Singapore. But, we didn’t have passed any single day without knocking each other. The elder may give email or knock in face book inbox or at least say ‘hi’ on my wall. If he doesn’t do any of them he must talk with me through mobile conversation. And the younger one is same. And you know one thing, if we don’t notice; others never understand who is elder or younger.

He ‘my chota’ has come at home bringing some English writers book for me. I’m a true lover of story books, even poem too. Though I’m not lover of English books, but, I don’t know why I feel tremendous interest to read those books, even I’m so impatience when will start.

He also has brought for me different kind of delicious chocolates. I love chocolates so much. So, I can’t wait for that also when I’ll test them. Mother is saying me that before eating those you should divide them for all of your cousins and dear one. I had to think about it too.

It’s a regular matter when someone goes to abroad or someone come from abroad, everyone seeks for make over kits. Especially the female person seeks. Not only my mom but also me who isn’t used to use make over. Even though she called me from abroad; she also asked me if I need any of them or what I asked for. In spite of using make up, I also said her bringing one make-up box for me. Because, everyone says that makeover kits of abroad are better. And in some days make over is much interested to me. When I go in simple place I wish I make over me.

Whatever, my mom wasn’t understood. She confused about buying the makeover kits. She didn’t buy it. What she bring if that is good or not. If I won’t like it. Then she brought some lipsticks. Some of them for her daughter and some are for her dear one. My mom is about sixty aged woman. But still now she has a nice friend circle. All of her friend live near our residence. Every weekend they meet and enjoy with each other. So, my mother has bought something for her childhood friend circle and their daughter or sons. And also we are a very happy kingship. There are a very good relation between our paternal or maternal relatives and us. So, if we go somewhere special, if we have not much money, when we return from that place it has become a matter of tensed or shame, what will I buy for whom? There is every one of us of our dear one. It is a matter of confusing! Very much confusing!!

Anyway, from yesterday morning till my waking up at morning, there are lots of things are scattering in our home- some luggages are opened on floor. From the open luggage some chocolates are calling me for eating them, some dirty clothes are crying for washing them, and some other things are asking for arranged nicely their right place. What I say? They just are not waiting there anymore.

And I’m restless! I’m impatience what should I do? eating chocolates or divide them, or divide the lipsticks. Which one I keep for me or which one gives to other I don’t know. I was just checking what the best is, what is looks me better. My mom is coming from a short journey but now she needs rest and I’ve to do the household work. But, I have not any interest to do those today. I’m busy with my new job.  Yesterday night I informed my friend Rakhi that I won’t go to Dhaka University today, if she could shift the program one another day. But, from morning to till noon she is calling me continuously if I go to join with them. Because, I’m the most precious one among our full friend circle.  

From yesterday, I’ve fallen in love writing in English article. All day long the new topic is tweeting on my mind. But, I don’t have much time to write them. But, I’m asking to do. If I had a mind writer I may save them all. Sometimes I think if I invented a mind writer that would be amazing! 


(N.B: The picture is collected from google a art work by Gabriela Taylor)